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You May Have the Kingdom of This World, But I Have Ten Trans Girls, the Spirit of the Lord, and a Goddamn Crowbar (ft. Anna Pest)

by xcanticlex

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1.
i heard the news today your decades-long slow coup d'Γ©tat burrowing the corpse of our so-called "democracy" you leeches in tuxedo suits who would burn down every verdant forest poison every aquifer you treat the land like you treat your submissive wife as a thing to be battered and discarded now the temperature is rising because your ever-flowing greed your need for control i am falling under in a land filled with unrepentant demons under the mantle of a necromantic christ you won't be satisfied til you institute your fascism of gender fascists in the name of your precious freedom on the blood-soaked rag that you so proudly hail you cops for christ would build an empire of hangers and childhood suicides then talk about "christian love" give me a break... i curse you and your churches filled with poison salve regina you pigs use christ as a weapon and i know that my siblings are under Your care under Your watch sanctify me oh Lord of hosts i take up the mantle of the oppressed
2.
cruising down 95 bumping blind equation tryna keep my girls alive in a fascist nation palpable anxiety like scalpels in my brain slicing up my cortex, evil forces of pain stripped from the world around me so i'm drowning another dead clown in the gutter drain wondering if i'll ever make it past the boundary how we repay the biosphere for her mothering your institutions are vectors of abuse your ideologies, vectors of abuse your cherished ideals are vectors of abuse your whole damn culture is vectors of abuse
3.
oh sweetness i love you with my whole heart you were compassionate from the start i want to give myself to you let my intentions not be confused you make me feel protected you understand my fear of rejection the softness of your gentle kindness the stillness of your tender silence your patience your sorrowful nature your passion in your words and behavior

about

this single was conceived in june of 2022 when roe v. wade was overturned by the united states supreme court. that moment felt like a tipping point to me like .... oh the right-wing authoritarian camp of so-called christian nationalists really do want to take us all the way back to when women and queer folk and trans and gender-variant folk were essentially barred from public life, treated as second-class citizens, and left to slowly rot in lifelong misery, often leading to them dying far far too young. and this is all being done in the name of Christ, whose main message as far as i'm concerned was to care for the downtrodden, to protect the downtrodden, even to give your life on behalf of the downtrodden.... i had to do something, and so that very day it was overturned i wrote this song, which i titled "you may have the kingdom of this world, but i have ten trans girls, the Spirit of the Lord, and a goddamn crowbar," which sort of laid out in pretty clear terms how i felt about the whole situation:

"you pigs use christ as a weapon!"

i brought in the marvelously talented and passionate artist anna pest to help me realize this track, and over the course of the next year we went back and forth bringing this track to fruition, admittedly slowly because frankly both of us have been pushed to the forefront of the global culture war over gender against our consent.... it's hard out here if you're genderqueer, if you wanna write a rhyme about it. but i am extremely proud to say that the track is finally here, along with a couple little b-sides that i had accumulated in my vault in the last couple months.

musically, "you may have the kingdom of this world..." is a tribute to what i call the "high scene metalcore" period, mixing harsh vocals and heavy riffing with catchy clean choruses and quirky electronics, often with christian lyrical themes and orientation. it's a sound i had always loved, and i hope that this single is successful in sort of reinterpreting that sound and era in favor of a resolutely queer and anti-authoritarian interpretation of the message of Christ, something i personally think the mystical body of Christ sorely needs in this moment.........

all money raised by this single (which is pay what you want) will be donated to the national network of abortion funds <3 if you think you can't follow Christ and support access to safe abortions, then i'm just gonna say it: you know neither history nor scripture....

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released August 23, 2023

instrumental & vocal mixing on title track / track 1 courtesy anna pest <3

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xcanticlex Salem, Massachusetts

christian scene metalcore revival coming out of anger at the way right-wing authoritarians have misused and abused the name of Christ as a cudgel to beat on the vulnerable... vegan straight edge β€’ forever queer, forever true β€’ self, humyn, earth + animal liberation ... more

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